o quanto eu te amo

i wish you cared, i wish i didn't care, i wish it was easier, i wish things weren't  so confusing,  i wish i liked myself, i wish i wasnt so insecure, i wish i could be the person i am in my head, i wish my thoughts wouldn't kill me, i wish reality was more like my dreams, i wish you werre really who i thought you were i wish i wasnt'so different , i wish i could just escape better vet. i wish i could disappearx.